semper fidelis
"What is easy is seldom Excellent..." - Johnson
This year, my Christmas eve was different. Instead of the merry jingles, I went on a journey to fulfill my last wishes to a person. Along with a pen to brighten her future, a cup to fill her emotions, a box that says all the wishes I have for her, and a card that has only the words "semper fidelis". It wasn't easy seeing her again, but I believe it was the best thing to do.
I said my goodbyes to Xtn again.... I did so with great contentment that our separate lives would be beneficial for everyone. I am proud to say that I have finally moved on. Unlike the previous meeting that was full of tears and drama, this one is completely different. No false pretenses, no false hopes. It would be good for Xtn to focus on the present with what she got, while I can continue to live my life as if she merely passed me by. I told her that I am ready to open my heart again... and make others feel the warmth and the love the way I know how love is. Finally, I feel very much relieved. Very much relieved that I shall never cease to believe again in love, and shall always remain faithful.
A glass half empty, is a glass half full
A toast to a love that is lost, and to a start of a wonderful beginning...
Merry christmas!
2 Comments:
i know ur worth of someone's love, just open ur eyes...there may be someone out there really wanting to be wid u...take care...
ppl come and go but each of em definitely leaves us with a valuable lesson. and the thing is, we dont always have to learn our lessons the hard way. it's just a matter of doin the right decision. i guess, uv finally made a right one. dont stop followin ur heart. but dont forget to listen as well. im sure there's sumone out there more deserving of wut u have to offer.
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