Monday, March 21, 2005

Consistency

Here is a dedication. A journal I've wanted to post since who knows when but was consistently adding to it. It had always been in my drafts for the longest time, thinking about what to add, knowing that the limits of words would not be enough to convey my sincerest gratitude to the friendship that we had, and to the journey that we experienced.

I once had someone I knew...
A friend I truly cherish and confide on. Someone I truly treasure in life told me about consistency. What does it mean? Anyway, for purpose of identification, my trusted friend sent me a quote few weeks ago: "Love is an accident waiting to happen. If you believe in love at first sight, you'll never stop looking." (from the movie Closer). I want you to know how I love to hear that quote coming from you...

I wanted you to know that listened to your advice. I let go of agony. I let go of those who brought me down further.

I have always believed that life is a voyage with no destination. We never know what life has in store for us.... Like every adventure, it has always been my belief that the journey is much important than the destination and I have been enjoying the silent travel I am having with you. No words or action, but just the plain feeling that you'll be there when the time comes that I would be needing someone.

Well, I was afraid you'd left... I don't want you to go.. I want you to stay.... And my sincerest apologies for hurting your feelings before. Knowing you is a blessing. I owe you a lot... and as we grow older, knowing that someone has been there, and witness each other as we go through the travails of life is enough for me to hold on to the good memories that we had. I know you DESERVE no more than the best in life! Funny how one person could alter the course of our lives... it is a privilege to know you, and an honor to have you as one of the few true FRIENDS that I have!

Anyway, here is my song for you...

If - Frank Sinatra
"If a picture paints a thousand words
then why can't I paint you.
The words could never show
The YOU I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for me is running dry
you come and pour yourself to me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today,
beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving
spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
and you and I would simply
Fly away...."

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